No training is complete...

Apparently until you have cried. Well I had full blown histronics in the staff room today so maybe that means that I am well on my way to having finished my TP. My year 10s who are a mixed bunch of the "can but won't"s, "can't but try"s and the "I just can't behave myself"s had me reduced to tears since i just couldn't settle them, in the hour that proceeded my ta, took me for a walk, told me how it wasn;t my fault how i was doing etc. basically my school tutor (who's class it was) berated me in front of them and yeah i know her point of veiw but it was unprofessional and at least partially the other itts fault (who is sharing my class and i thought had told her what was going on) which made me want to cry, so i couldn't tell her the next activity, because i needed not to cry in front of these kids, because what I am so worried about is hurting them, I need them to learn so badly it upsets me when they won't settle. xxx